What
is all around? What this life is?
Is
life selfish?
Some
time I say yes. As this is proved today.
All
my friends says that some person keep good understanding till they find
something in you useful then they put you out like a bee from tea.
I
got a call today, strange no. but after hearing voice I feel its a good day one
of my best, cutest, closest, friend still remember me. I was feeling that I’ll
never gonna chance to contact again. As all contacts are not reachable or not
responding. After start talking I was thinking that now we will talk about what’s
going on, so long time and all bla bla .. but sudden with in few seconds
my feeling was dead because the call was not for me it’s for a purpose. My
ears were full of echo of my friends sound. Do not trust anyone. That time I
was feeling same like a bee in a tea.
While
the experience of separating from someone I really loved, offered me one more
opportunity to contemplate impermanence, the reality of suffering, the
inevitability of karma and finally the preciousness of an auspicious human
birth that should not be wasted at any cost. The fact is, we are the only
ones who can change our circumstances through making a conscious effort to
notice our own mind-set.
That
time only these lines come to my mind don't know why..
You
can run from me
You
can hide form me
But
I am right beside you
In
this life.
To
get me though today and this life
Let
me tell you who you really are
Let
me show you what I'm made of
Good
intentions are not enough ...
One
side where I am working as a bull in absence of my friend at friends place,
just trying to fulfil his absence and keep management and another side a
another friend want me to dance on call and instruction. Two friends but big
difference in intentions, feeling and emotions. Just a day back I have
same set of feeling but now i got the difference. This is not first time
i deceived, many time before this but now this time to get a lesson and
move on.
I
lose myself in the illusion of separation and suffer only because I believe the
ego is real. This is contrary to the ego’s empty nature as a simple matrix for
the mind to help me navigate through the world. In the same way that repeated
thoughts, such as jealousy or hate (or love and emotions) begin to create
a force field that attracts more of the same, my repeated belief in the ego
causes it to take on a life force of own and begin to think of ‘myself’
as something with actual substance that is separate from all that is.
Life
continues ......
